Beautiful Sins

We’d all sell our souls to get a taste of that fake salvation
from anyone that's cashing in on depression their telling me we’re not alone
But look me in the eyes and you can tell that I’m terrified
And I accept I’m alone a private hell is where I come from
Every time I look inside I can see my heart is sinking
Will I pull it up in time Cause I don’t think I can, no
Well the weight of the world is too much for me to hold on my own
Darling we are [bad word] Well there's a chance I'm wrong maybe I’m just numb to love
Maybe if I look deeper in my soul I'll find the one that I wanted you to know
The true me the one you loved so easily
Every time I look inside I can see my heart is sinking
Will I pull it up in time Cause I don’t think I can, no
I know you feel it too, I’m laying right beside you in your room
But every time I look inside, I’m running out of running, out of time
You feel my fingers running down your skin
You see the hell in my eyes
You see the fire within me, yeah
I tell myself that this life means nothing
then why the hell do I keep coming back if there is nothing that's real
Every time I look inside I can see my heart is sinking
Will I pull it up in time Cause I don’t think I can, no
I know you feel it too, 
I’m laying right beside you in your room
But every time I look inside
I’m running out of Running out of tim

/ [bad word]