Empty Spaces

[Verse 1]
Left my beta house, this is it, I'm getting dropped at all
See my fault in all the [bad word]  me and crew, all day we ball
Got no time to waste for stupid study, party all the nights
Raped a pregnant hooker, had a threesome, that's my [bad word] life
Still a biter, still a lazy [bad word] who makes another rhyme
Keep on talking 'bout the [bad word] I made, one day I make it right
Wake up in a scraper of the sky, the floor is 99
See my CD in the Mart the K, the sales are getting high
Recognition that I got on study is hard to underrate
I released my [bad word] in winter, didn't get a lot of hate
Bars and beats, they understood the meaning of my [bad word] words
Heard my sounds from the lab, don't consider me a nerd
Do not think I give it up, that was completely my decision 
I'm leaving place that let me spend a year in it, get recognition
Round 2 is coming, got some brains, I ain't gonna fall
But then I felt an empty space in me, I'm happy? Not at all

[Hook]
I'm tired of being a role model for new generation
They say I have to calm down, I think I lost my patience
You never understood my craft, this is my re-ply:
The better part of me is dead, here comes the bad guy
I blow your brains out of your head, don't interrupt me
You called me a Tyler Burden, I made you feel weak
And every time you sharp a knife and stab me in the back
You make an empty space in me, I hope you feel bad

[Verse 2]
I used to know a girl, we used to be together but
little bit later I suffered a kind of heart attack
Because our partnership has ended, a couple [bad word] for dance
The party's over, she forgot me later, made me mad
couple months I recognized that this girl
Is dating with my homie, yeah, it's me against the world?
Okay, you wrong, I didn't give a [bad word]  I never cared
I always was a shoulder to cry on, I [bad word] swear
And when they broke up you know what I felt? The justice made it
I never thought I had to bring her back, [bad word] all the haters
They used to call me Billy Maplewood, but I was happy
Until the day we broke it up, and you should understand me
I came to game of rap with good intentions, I was crazy
Had some potential and plans for life the whole, but little bit later
The rap became a burden for me, things were getting worse 
And then I thought "What if my gift is just a kind of curse?
What if I gotta give it up and let it down for life?
Nah, what the [bad word] I'm thinking 'bout? Give me a pen and knife!"
I found that trials and tribulations always made me strong
I often think about this [bad word]  but what if was wrong?

[Hook: x2]