How far

My life is a circle 
No beginning and no end 
It's always repeating 
trail I deffend 

misunderstanding 
That can't be erased like a file 
I've got all I wanted 
But still I'm not satisfied 

How far will I go to and search my respect and my pride 
How long will I lie to myself about the privilege of my life 
That turns around 
'Till I Die 
And take the dark 
With me 

Why am I sad when I have more that I ever had? 

My life is too stable 
I get no air 
My jail is my skin 
I'm false like a fable 
That is being praised 
For it's sinn 

Once I am trying to follow the light then 
The [bad word] grips my feet 
Pulls me down, underneath 

How far will I go to and search my respect and my pride 
How long will I lie to myself about the privilege of my life 
That turns around 
'Till I Die 
And take the dark 
With me