Fracture In The Equation

Battered frantic, dressed in tragedy
Reach the point where time caught up, why me?
Paths we chose, the sorrows we cause
It's all forgotten instantly as pain calls

Just a fracture 
in the equation of designs
 [bad word] 
drawing out life

Neutral unknown, a nervous calm 
Answers tactically arranged--stalling time

Just a fracture 
in the equation of designs
 [bad word] 
drawing on life

Second chance