All That I'm Living For

I can feel the night beginning 
separate me from the living 
understanding me 
after all I've seen 
piecing every thought together 
find the words to make me better 
if I only knew how to pull myself apart 
All that I'm living for 
all that I'm dying for 
all that I can't ignore alone at night 
all that I'm wanted for 
although I wanted more 
lock the last open door- my ghosts are gaining on me 
I believe that dreams are sacred 
take my darkest fears and play them 
like a lullaby 
like a reason why 
like a play of my obsessions 
make me understand the lesson 
so I'll find myself 
so I wont be lost again 
All that I'm living for 
all that I'm dying for 
all that I can't ignore alone at night 
all that I'm wanted for 
although I wanted more 
lock the last open door- my ghosts are gaining on me 
Guess I thought I'd have to change the world 
to make you see me 
to be the one 
I could have run forever 
but how for would I have come 
without mourning your love? 
All that I'm living for 
all that I'm dying for 
all that I can't ignore alone at night 
all that I'm wanted for 
although I wanted more 
lock the last open door- my ghosts are gaining on me 
should it hurt to love you? 
should I feel like I do? 
should I lock the last open door- 
my ghosts are gaining on me