I Still Love You

This for you ma
I miss you so much

Just being real with it
I love you ma
We celebrating the life of Jana Taylor

I still love you we together

Ma where ya body is not where ya soul is
I understand this concept 100%
So it's a celebration...yes
Don't visit where you lay its not where you rest
You always told me this bodies a shell
We sons and daughters of god there's no heaven or [bad word] 
Its misguided energy
Never born never die
But some get led down the wrong path mentally
Too good for the earth
And when I say I love you now just don't know what it's worth
If you ain't here to hear it
I am I being selfish or being fearful
And some days don't even know what I'm here for
Cause all my goals were based around you
Every dream a son dreams for his mom he wants to do
I keep telling myself you're in such a better place
But I'm having a hard time not seeing face to face
First mother's day without you
Woke up feeling doubtful
lot of hate and pain has been the [bad word] 
It ain't been a year wounds opened far from healed
Starting to feel scars from scabs pealed
It's the worst hand you can be dealt
And if you make it past that [bad word] you gon be felt
Not a day goes by not an hour doesn't ring
Bells and memories of the qualities you bring
You hear with me, beautiful voice I hear like Whitney
I'm on my grind ma till the [bad word] get me

I still love you we together
Jana Taylor is forever