Ana

I am waking in this state
I don't know where I am
I can feel the things we've said
And an essence of regret
With my inhibitions gone
My confusion leads the way
There are scenes that I delete
There is something in the way
I am waking in this state
I don't know who I am
An excessive shift in fate
Changes everything I've said
And I don't know who you are
And I don't hear what you say
There are scenes that I delete
There is something in the way
God I never wanted you
And i never wanted this
I am so into myself
I am sickened by this [bad word] I can breathe between the lines
I can calculate the days
The more I reconstruct
There is something in the way
And it kills me when I'm here
And you're in a state of need
You are lapsing underneath
And the tone is deafening
God I never wanted this
I instinctually repel
Are you damaged, are you broke?
Are you so into myself?