Disturbed This Morning (poem by L.Cohen)

From Leonard Cohen's 'Book of Longing'

Ah. That
That’s what I was so 
Disturbed about this morning:
my desire [bad word] back,
and I want you again

I was doing so fine,
I was above it all
My desire [bad word] back
And I want you again

The boys and girls were beautiful
I was an old man, loving everyone
Now I want you again,

I want your absolute attention,
your underwear rolled down in a hurry
still hanging on one foot,
and nothing on my mind
but to be inside
the only place
that has
no inside,
and no outside