My Gift And My Curse

[Intro]
Today I died, and I'm up in heaven
Looking down on the world,
Archangel number seven
I was sent to earth with a mission [bad word] 
My memories remain bitter sweet.
Messenger with a double duty burst
It's my legacy, my gift and my curse.
(Curse, curse, curse, curse, curse, curse,
Curse, curse, curse, curse, curse, curse)

[Verse 1]
Hold your head up high, they would kill to see you fail
Evil lurks, in the shadows, just waiting to prevail.
Every sinner has a future, every saint has a past.
Gonna keep the torch burning so the message will last
Like a Phoenix rising up from a pile of burning ashes.
You think you give up no matter how much those haters try to trash us.
I will use my voice like the words from mother f*cking class rooms
Touching hearts, saving lives, warding off the black doom.

 [bad word]  [bad word] with me and take my hand,
I'll lead you to a wonderland.
world that's free of hate and lies,
Where beauty lives and evil dies.
Relax your mind and close your eyes
Heaven's what you visualize.
My wings of gold kill all despair,
Just [bad word] in me and I'll take you there.
I'll take you there.

 [bad word] 
This is my gift and my curse,
Till I'm dead in a hearse
My words will stain this f*cking earth
Until I'm free from this  lust f*cking berserk
I can't escape this wicked curse
Like a vamp to the neck,
Like a wolf to the flesh.
I'm cursed, I'm cursed, I'm f*cking dead!
My gift, my gift, the only thing left
I can't escape this wretched fate

[Verse 2]
Why do I wear myself down to nothing
Would you let me whittle myself into something
Carving me down to the absolute bitterness
Wipe away the jealousy, I got nothing left
I'm chewing on whats left on my silent tongue
From holding it back, for way too f*cking long
I've been playing by [bad word]  I've put myself in the game.
I fear the person I use to be will never be the same.

 [bad word]  [bad word] with me and take my hand,
I'll lead you to a wonderland.
world that's free of hate and lies,
Where beauty lives and evil dies.
Relax your mind and close your eyes
Heaven's what you visualize.
My wings of gold kill all despair,
Just [bad word] in me and I'll take you there.
I'll take you there.

 [bad word] 
This is my gift and my curse,
Till I'm dead in a hearse
My words will stain this f*cking earth
Until I'm free from this  lust f*cking berserk
I can't escape this wicked curse
Like a vamp to the neck,
Like a wolf to the flesh.
I'm cursed, I'm cursed, I'm f*cking dead!
My gift, my gift, the only thing left
I can't escape this wretched fate

[Bridge]
It [bad word] back to you, everything you put me through
It [bad word] back to you, everything you put me through
You can drag me to [bad word]  you can curse me with spells.
But I'm damned, I'm damned, like an angel that fell
My gift, my gift sent from heaven above
Is meant to save all the fans I love.

 [bad word] 
This is my gift and my curse,
Till I'm dead in a hearse
My words will stain this f*cking earth
Until I'm free from this  lust f*cking berserk
I can't escape this wicked curse
Like a vamp to the neck,
Like a wolf to the flesh.
I'm cursed, I'm cursed, I'm f*cking dead!
My gift, my gift, the only thing left
I can't escape this wretched fate

[Outro]
You'll understand when I'm gone.