To or Not Let Go

I would be a beauty but my nose is slightly too big for my face 
And I would be a dreamer but my dream is slightly too big for this space 
And I would be an angel but my halo it pales in the glow of your grace
And I would be a joker but that card looks silly when you play your ace

I'd like to know 
Are there stars in hell?
And I'd like to know, know if you can tell
That you make me lose everything I know
That I cannot choose to or not let go

And I'd stay forever but my home is slightly too far from this place 
And I swear I tried to slow it down when I am walking at your pace
But all I could think idling through the cities do I look pretty in the rain?
And I don't know how someone quite so lovely makes me feel ugly 

So much shame
And I'd like to know
Are there stars in hell?
And I'd like to know, know if you can tell
That you make me lose everything I know
That I cannot choose to or not let go