Alone Again

I start to feel bad about it
At the same time I can't live my life without it
You say you love me but I doubt it
Just go home ma this room is gettin' crowded
I'm in love I can't help it
You could cut me slack
Every time she leaves she always leave the door cracked
But I can't sleep I wait for her to come back
On that lean, on that morphine got me laxed
How the hell am I supposed to tell her that I lover her
When I know that she'll leave me here for another rock 
n roll mother f*cker
I'm real sad but I'm happy when I got her in my covers
Six months ago I got popped by some undercovers and I 
couldn't tell them that my heart is broken from my 
lover
That's why I had the drugs in the car Sir
Don't know how the f*ck I'm gon' depart her
It broke my pride but it really broke my heart first
How the hell I'm supposed to live like arthur
Now I'm drowning and my head is under water
I hope she learns from the lessons that I taught her
I couldn't get her what them other dudes bought her
It didn't matter cause I had a better offer
What do I do now cause I lost her
Said what the f*ck do I do cause I lost her

Alone again 
I'm alone again
I don't think shes comin' back tomorrow

Heavy eyelids steady closing shut
If I never get her here then I'll never have enough
And if you say that you sorry then I call your bluff 
And I don't live for tomorrow cause life is tough
But its blood, love is love
What the f*ck am I to do when push comes to shove
Nothing
I'm fiending like a fiend and I'm leaning with my lean 
from methazine and morphine
I'm already f*cked up and if she try to call me back 
then I guess I lucked up
What the f*ck, where am I, I don't know cause I'm 
losing
All I know is this car keeps moving
I95 and I'm barely alive
If I die tell her that I tried
Already burnt but I'm trying to get more high
Listen to my elders cause they probably more wise

Alone again
I'm alone again
I don't think shes coming back tomorrow