Hapless ( Don't want to remember my darkest day )

every hapless thought was right
haven't burn into hate the undespair
i dream alone no one could care of wasting with her type
yet I still connive to [bad word] back into the light
the day they left a part of me unglued as it seems
As it seems

don't want to remember
my darkest day
goodbyes are forever
you slipped away
No longer together
so cold and gray
you left me forever alone and empty

all my demons out tonight, cold fire blazed within my eyes
I sit at night and wait for life to stop this hellish ice
your voice bring me lights until I realize that you have died
the day you left I burned with all this anger that I liked
That l lied

don't want to remember
my darkest day
goodbyes are forever
you slipped away
No longer together
so cold and gray
you left me forever alone and empty

my hapless don't think this is who I've [bad word] 
I see the shell of that time waiting and they wont have disease
and as its all life falls in I feel its cold on my skin
easing my pain in these long hapless days

don't want to remember
my darkest day
goodbyes are forever
you slipped away
No longer together
so cold and gray
you left me forever alone and empty