I'm Not Alone

Drugged up, on pills, I'm so [bad word]  cuz my wounds won't heel. 
i can't sleep, at night, I'm staying up with the silence of the night. 
it fills my head with the voices, all negativity, of what i wanna be 
driving my thoughts into the darkness, 
there's nothing left inside of me except this bull [bad word] choices

Do I really care I cant stop thinking, 
Open up another can and then i start drinking 
can i fight, do i really want to, 
i try to block my mind and sleep cuz i have to 
but i can't, I'm always waiting for the sun to rise, so i can fall 
i feel like somethings here at night 
always keeping me up and tryna drag me down

I don't think that I'm alone
I'm sitting in the dark pitch black by my self 
with a bloody blade shaking in my mutha [bad word] hands 
I don't think that I'm alone
I feel like there's somebody behind me 
And there calling my name.

Midnight, the clock is callin, I can't sleep, the demons are callin 
Midnight, the clock is callin, I can't sleep, the demons are callin 
Midnight, the clock is callin, I can't sleep, the demons are callin 
Midnight, the clock is callin, I can't sleep, the demons are callin

I don't think that I'm alone
I'm sitting in the dark pitch black by my self 
with a bloody blade shaking in my mutha [bad word] hands 
I don't think that i'm alone
I feel like theres somebody behind me 
And there calling my name.