System (OST Qween of the Damned)

You fell away.
What more can I say?
The feelings evolved,
I won't let it out.
I can't replace
Your screaming face
Feeling the sickness inside.

Why won't you die?
Your blood in mine
We'll be fine
Then your body will be mine

So many words
Can't describe my face
These feelings evolved
So soon to break out
I can't relate
To a happy state
Feeling the [bad word] inside

Why is everything so [bad word] hard
for me?
Keep me down to what you think
I should be
Must you tempt me and provoke
the ministry?
Keep on trying
I won't die so easily