Maybe Someday

No I won't do it again, I don't want to pretend
If it can't be like before I`ve got to let it end
I don't want what I was, I had a change of head
But maybe someday...
Yeah maybe someday
I`ve got to let it go and leave it gone
Just walk away, stop it going on
Get too scared to jump if I wait too long
But maybe someday...
I`ll see you smile as you call my name
Start to feel, and it feels the same
And I know that maybe some [bad word] 
Maybe some [bad word] ..
Again!
So tell me some [bad word] tell me some [bad word] again...
No I won't do it some more, doesn't make any sense
If it can't be like it was, I`ve got to let it rest
I don't want what I did, I had a change of tense
But maybe someday...
I.ll see you smile as you call my name
Start to feel, and it feels the same
And I know that maybe some [bad word] 
Maybe some [bad word] ..
If I could do it again maybe just once more
Think I could make it work like I did it before
If I could try it out
If I could just be sure
That maybe someday is the last time
Yeah maybe someday is the end
Oh maybe someday is when it all stops
Or maybe someday [bad word] again...