I am an Ugly Brunette... I Want to Have a Lonely Child (1st Demo)

Funeral [bad word]  
kids cutting birthday cake- I am the jealous one. 
I remember that shirt- I got a bunch of bleach on it 
I liked it that way too. 

I am an ugly [bad word] .. I want to have a lonely child 

I'll be patient with you- that's the way the garden grows 
and the gardener forgets.