The Tension And The Terror

All the boys voices cracking
Oh, the moaning half tones [bad word] summertime, we're all the same age here
All the tension and the terror
Thin-limbed gorgeous green eyes smiling
And I'm going straight to [bad word] 

All the possibility and promise just weighs on me so heavily

 [bad word] 
And I try but I'm not convincing
Your lips, they pout and twist
And I die trying just to keep myself from kissing you
You take in everything with a certainty I envy
It's somehow all I need
Just keep me guessing please

Darling, all of these awkward jumpstart-stalling conversations
Mean much more to me than anything
 [bad word] down to me and you
And whether we're supposed to or not, we still will
We're so much better off than them

All the possibility and promise just weighs on me so heavily

 [bad word] 

look
laugh
smile
second passes by and I regret it
words just aren't right
Sometimes I just can't explain
All the ways you devastate me
Always on my mind

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