Kokoro Nashi【UTAUカバー】

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【波音リツキレ音源】Kokoro Nashi【UTAUカバー】 

English Translation

If I abandoned everything 
Would it be easier to laugh and live? 
My chest is starting to hurt again 
Don't say any more 

If I forgot everything  
Would it be easier to live without tears? 
But I can't do that 
Don't show me any more  

However close I get to you 
I only have one heart 

It's [bad word]  it's ugly, I'd rather you take my body 
And destroy it, tear it apart, do as you like with it 
No matter how much I scream and [bad word]  or my eyelids swell 
You just hold me without letting go 
You can stop now
  

If my wishes came [bad word] 
I would want the same as you 
But I don't have any 
At [bad word] here  

However much I'm loved by you 
I only have one heart 

Stop, quit it, you're being too kind to me 
I can't understand, however I try 
It hurts, I'm in pain, use your words and tell me 
I don't know what's going on, don't leave me alone 

It's [bad word]  it's ugly, I'd rather you take my body  
And destroy it, tear it apart, do as you like with it 
No matter how much I scream and [bad word]  or my eyelids swell 
You just hold me without letting go 
You can stop now 

If I have a heart 
How could I find it? 
You smile a little and say to me 
"If that's what you're looking for, it's right here"