The Everlasting Torture

here I am again, wondering why it won't change
like a puppet, have my strings attached to what they say
vivid frowns upon the clown, that silly paranoid, kills for fame
bleak blank stares across his face, a psycho hides behind
those crazy eyes, a danger cry, but no one will be kind
who dares to suffer in his chamber?  leave the curtains shut
behold, the crowd is blind

feels like forever, it never goes away, it's now or never
my heart can feel the change, holding on to what is certain
on and on and on and on...

see the judging glares, proceed to burn my inner joy
dismal misery, sensations feeble, curse the boy
demon eyes, a wild disguise, that bitterness inside, kills for fame
animosity pollutes the angels in his eyes, furious defeat
a self destruction, hear the lies, he who harms the privacy of this
delusional routine, has spoiled the crime

feels like forever, it never goes away, it's now or never
my heart can feel the change, holding on to what is certain
on and on and on and on...

feel the burn inside my heart, feel the burn inside my soul
feel the everlasting torture...