The Man I'm Not

Too many years ago
The hell was not an option
I’ll have one heart to go
Coz mine is in slow motion

I did not do my best
To struggle and to hide
I was called by North-West
To lose the rest of mind

I’m not
Where I am

Give me your glance
Give me another chance
To [bad word] up all I’ve got
To kill the man I’m not

Let’s take a decent spin
Meet me in lucid dream
It’s “now or never” case
Almost beyond the phase

I’m not
Who I am

Coffee and cigarettes
The night without rest
The hug you gave to me
Ain’t gonna set me free

I wanna lose all I have
I wanna drown in this wave
Sing me your lullaby
The one that money can’t buy

Give me your glance
Give me another chance
To [bad word] up all I’ve got
To kill the man I’m not

Let’s take a decent spin
Meet me in lucid dream
It’s “now or never” case
I’m outta normal phase

I’m
Shot…
I’m
Down…
I’m
Out…
I’m
Not…

I’m not okay
You’re far away
The man I’m not
Have all you’ve got

The man I’m not…
You stole it all…

The smoke is stuck
Right in the air