Every day I feel the same

Every day I feel the same
 Stuck and I can never change
 Sucked into a black balloon
 Spat into an empty room
 Was it really worth it?
 Did I really deserve it?
 It happens whe you’re hurting
 And cut me at the surface
 Of my heart

I’m living dead, only alive
 When I pretend that I have died
 I haven’t lived life, I haven’t lived love
 Just a birds eye view from the sky above
 I’m dead, I’m living dead

Got bubble wrap around my heart
 Waiting for my life to start
 But every day it never comes
 Permanently at square one
 When it’s late at night
 I’m so dissatisfied
 The weight of an empty life
 Will lessen in the moonlight
 In the light

I’m living dead, only alive
 When I pretend that I have died
 I haven’t lived life, I haven’t lived love
 Just a birds eye view from the sky above
 I’m dead, I’m living dead

I lay back in a glittering mist
 And I, I think of all the men I, I could have kissed
 I haven’t lived my life, I haven’t lived love
 It’s just a birds eye view from, from up above

I’m living dead, only alive
 When I pretend that I have died
 I haven’t lived life, I haven’t lived love
 Just a birds eye view from the sky above
 I’m dead, I’m living dead