Я чувствую монстра

The secret side of me
I never let you see
I keep it caged, but I can't control it, so stay away from me, the beast
Is ugly, I feel the rage, and I just can't hold it

It's scratchin on the walls
In the closet, in the halls
 [bad word] awake, and I can't control it
Hidin' under the bed
In my body, in my head
Why won't [bad word] and save me from this? Make it end!

 [bad word] 
I feel it deep within
It's Just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster!

I hate what I've [bad word] 
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster!

I feel like a monster!

My secret side I keep
Hid under lock and key
I keep it caged, but I can't control it, 'cause if I let him out,
He'll tear me up, break me down
Why won't [bad word] and save me from this? Make it end!

 [bad word] 
I feel it deep within
Just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster!

I hate what I've [bad word] 
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster!

I feel like a monster!

It's hidin' in the dark
Its teeth are razor sharp
There's no escape for me
It wants my soul, it wants my heart

No one can hear me scream
Maybe it's just a dream
Or maybe it's inside of me
Stop this monster!

 [bad word] 
I feel it deep within
Just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster!

I hate what I've [bad word] 
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster!

I feel like a monster!