Holy Image Of Lies & Sick of Everyone

I don't believe, I think I'm falling asleep
Is this beginning or ending, am I stuck in a dream? 
I don't want to know what I think, I suppose 
Out of the light, and into this time of demise 
And there's a cross on the hill, the holy image of lies 
I've opened my mind, but this dream is still real 

You don't need to worry, I'm just fine 
I've just lost my mind 

Tell me it's over 
'Cause I don't feel a thing at all 
No conscience, there's no more 
Senses all have disappeared 
I alright, alive tonight? 
Paranoia, am I too late? 
I alright, alive tonight? 
Crash and fall into this night with me 

Look in my eyes 
Tell I'm alright 
I don't know if I'm still alive 
If this is goodbye 
Forever's just a lie 
Big enough to make you wanna try 

In just one life 
How can we live enough to rest in peace? 
In just one life 
How can we live enough to rest in peace, now? 

Here as I stand, head in hand 
And one hand on my heart 
As I depart, it's not so hard 
One to day to become a man 
You have your scars 
But I never thought that you would give me mine

While looking for the answers,
Only questions come to mind, 
'Cause I've been lost in circles, 
Which seems now for quite some time, 
And I don't know how I came here, 
Or even how I got this far, 
All I can tell you is my fate, 
Is written in the black stars, 
Well, what am I supposed to do? 

Bless myself, this perfect hell of my own, 
It's the best I've ever known, 
Tell me something I don't want to know, 
'Cause I can't believe it's so, 
What am I supposed to do? 

I've become sick of everyone now, 
And I don't feel remorse for the forgotten, 
And I don't care at all, 
I've become sick of everyone now, 
And I'm the patron voice of all the problems, 
And I don't care at all. 

Oh take me away, 
I'm sick of everyone today, 
I'm not okay, but I'm fine this way, 
I need no change, 
So take me away. 

I'm coming down, fell apart, 
It's hard to keep together, 
When you don't know where to start. 

I've become sick of everyone now, 
And I don't feel remorse for the forgotten, 
And I don't care at all, 
I've become sick of everyone now, 
And I'm the patron voice of all the problems, 
I'm sick of everyone!