You Ruined Me

I could be the first to let you know 
That nothing means anything 
Now I'm standing here outside your door in the pouring rain 
And I can't believe 
Nothing's supposed to get to me 
Now I'm in this misery 
 [bad word] ] 
I can't be with anyone 
Since I felt our worlds collide 
It's like I almost died 
The way you make me feel 
I'm changing, got me breaking down inside 
Baby can't you see  [bad word] me for life 

I will be the last to let you down 
All your fears and doubts are hovering above you like a cloud 
And the water's rising 
Now I can't breathe 
Nothing's how it's supposed to be 
How did you do this to me? 
Locked inside your heart shaped box 
 [bad word] ] 
I can't be with anyone 
Since I felt our worlds collide 
It's like I most died 
The way you make me feel 
I'm changing, got me breaking down inside 
Baby can't you see  [bad word] me for life 

I don't wanna be in love 
I don't wanna feel this way 
All I wanna do is leave 
But all I can do is stay 
Nights and days go by and I can't wait to touch your face again 

I could be the first to let you know 
That I can't be with anyone 
Since I felt our worlds collide 
It's like I almost died 
The way you make me feel 
I'm changing, got me breaking down inside 
Baby can't you see  [bad word] me... 
 [bad word] ] 
Oh, I can't be with anyone 
Since I felt our worlds collide 
It's like I most died 
The way you make me feel 
I've been changing, got me breaking down inside 
Baby can't you see  [bad word] me... 

I don't wanna be in love 
I don't wanna feel this way 
All I wanna do is leave  [bad word] me for life