Bi-Polar

I'm so sorry, sorry to lose you as my friend.
But here we are now, one step closer to the end.
This separation, another failure in my life.
I didn`t thing that it would hurt so much this time.

Who am I to criticize the choices that you make.
These are my darkest days, and I`m about to break.
Bring on the suffering, I`m waiting for the pain.
The life I used to love, will never be the same.

Your world is turning, but mine is standing still.
I stand here watching, from the outside looking in.
It`s up to me now, To try to gain control.
I`ve wasted to much time in this black hole.