I'll never let you know

I'll never let you know I rather let you go
The feelings that I've got is just so  [bad word] right now"
This can not be for real
Can't tell you what I feel
I want you so [bad word] much
I can't believe it's real
I'll never let you know I rather let you go
The feelings that I've got is just so  [bad word] right now"
This can not be for real
Can't tell you what I feel
I want you so [bad word] much
I can't believe it's real
I can not help I'm loving you ...