How I love it when you're down

How I love it when you're down
I love when your wings
Are nailed to the ground
And your pain brings me joy
But I'm a lonely and cold jealous boy
And this feeling is all that I know
I've been taken and bent by the undertow
I hope you hurt like I hurt, I do
Hope you join my emotional vertigo 

When it rains, it rains, ir rains
My memories, they're fading fast
Like watercolors in the rain
So much I want to say
But I'm locked away 

How I love when you fail
When your wings are tied down to the rail
When that train run you down
See that smile break down into a frown
Any devil gives credit to me
Turning triumph to sweet misery
Guess I locked my door to love long ago
And the questions don't come
For the answers I know 

When it rains, it rains, ir rains
My memories, they're fading fast
Like watercolors in the rain
So much I want to say
But I'm locked away
I'm a lonely and cold jealous boy