Anxiety of Asking

Paranoia - makes yourself feel good
Indecision - striking and wrecking
You're a sucker to the whole world
And its' tearing you down
What do you do when it twists around
What do you do, you never had a chance
Killed yourself and your fighting chance
Just wasting time tying your mind
Anxiety asking, tension telling
What you never want to know
So you quit while you're ahead
To save yourself, can't you see farther than that?
You say it's hard for you to change
You say it's hard to stay the samewhat you offered wasn't love just misery
I look around my room and I think of you
and I hope you never know what you put me through
all those letters you wrote, those words burn in my head
lies written in stone
don't you remember what we said