I Was Born Ready Baby

All these words they fall 
And form a noose around my neck 
And I know just how to break them 
But I keep choking on regret 

Someone do me a favour please 
Make some room for me to breathe in here 
On your way out, burst my heart  [bad word] back here 
Take my breath away 
You know I only ever felt this way with you 

Open my eyes 
I’m fighting 
Without control 
I’m losing hope 

My dreams keep me from waking 
I keep wishing there was somewhere 
In between where we could meet 
But I’m afraid to fall asleep 

You’re walking away. 
So go back to the arms you thought were safe. 
And I’ll find an excuse, 
But each time I get closer and closer. 
Words catch at the back of my throat. 
And I’m out of time 
So I’ll leave you this way. 
And I can explain 
But it’s not ok.