Dilemma (''Gintama'')

kitai no ura niwa yosou do o ri no munashisa
amarinimo tsuyosugite ukeire sagyou ni jikann wo kutte
fuguai de hidoi zutsuu karamawaru hibi
hitotsumo hai nannte nokoshicha ikenai

memai ga suruhodo mabushii ano sekai
surudoku mune ni tsukisasaru yo
 [bad word] konnya nemurenai mune ga zawatsuite
hanshin-hanngi oyoidemirunomo warukunai yo uso bakari no naka

donnna basho demo jibunn wa kawarya shinai noni
futsuu no shiawase futsuu no kurashi futsuutte nani

memai ga suruhodo kiserareta ano sekai
damashiai ada ni natte soredeiino
 [bad word] konnya [bad word] yowane zennbu [bad word] nakitai noni nakenai riyuu wa mada owaranai bokuno yumeno naka

memai ga suru hodo hirogaru ano sekai
kanarazu tsukamu tame kokoni tatteruyo
 [bad word] konnya [bad word] sunaosa wa kazaranaide [bad word] omomuitamama ikinasai
saishuuteki ni motomeruno wa kimino ude no nakaga ii

yugannderu koe yo hai ni natte