Languish in Despair (Voracious Contempt 1995) /NYDM/ [New York, USA]

Languish In Despair.

Altered from man to a living nightmare in a blink of an eye
All my hopes and dreams are just passing memories

Despair and depression are where I find my sanctuary
This pain is now taking control over me 
Burned all over my body, I now resemble a faceless corpse 

My body has been emaciated away
Barely any skin to keep my life bloods in 
I am now skeleton in nature 
Bone showing right through my charred limbs 
Once a human, now a freak of nature
Dependent as a child
How I wish for death 
 
The stench of decay is setting in
My flesh burned beyond recognition 
Lightning quick pain searing through the walls of my skin 
My body spasms with every strike from this foreign entity 

Stripping me of my defenses
I am a helpless mortal 
As my life is slowly being drained away 
No one hear 
Not a soul in sight 
Now I can embrace death.
With open arms I tear loose these tubes and machines 

My body contorts in deathlike convulsions 

My life is now coming to an end
Darkness is setting in 
But the thought of being at peace has become my dream 
Now death wraps its arms around me and I drift off towards my destiny