Reality Unfolds

Reality unfolds before my eyes 
I've spent 21 years living in lies 
21 years that I've paid 
For mistakes that I never made 
And I'm finding there's no hope for love 

Devil in my ear tell me what I want to hear 
He said this place is cold, better do as you're told 
Or the [bad word] chill, of the world will freeze your soul 
And i'm finding that devil ain't lying 

I need something to keep me warm 
Please tell me that you will 
I'm so cold and all alone  [bad word] chill 

Reality unfolds what is [bad word] 
I've got no love for myself, I've got no love for you 
So pay no mind to the stories that you're told 
Life as you know it has [bad word] so cold 
You will never feel the warmth like the warmth you felt before 

You sucked the life out of me 
I've felt your [bad word] chill [bad word] ice queen 
So I'm going to freeze, and I'm going to burn 
Until god calls me home, take away my hurt 

To know a life of pain and strife 
Too many years spent under the ice 
I'm so alone 
I've been living my life so cold and I will die cold and all alone