Tryin

I really want to be the best I can 
But I'm always fighting 
It's like I almost got to prove myself 
Sometimes I wish I was somebody else 
Now I don't want to sound like [bad word] 
This is everything I asked for 
But I get tired of everyone's expectations 
And I wanna be left alone 

Driving through these red lights 
Like nobody can see me 
Someone's screaming self [bad word] 
But I can't even hear it 

They wanna hold my hand 
They gotta see, they gotta see 
I'm tryin' to do the best that I possibly can 
Even when I fall down 
I gotta be, I gotta be, 
I gotta be, the first one to turn it around 

Oh, oh 
I'm tryin', tryin' 
Oh, oh 
I'mma keep tryin', tryin' 

Everybody always got an opinion 
Somebody always got something to say 
I'm getting pulled in a million directions 
Sometimes you got to find your own lane 
I know you're trying to stand in my corner 
I know you only want what's best for me 
But when the pressure starts to choke me 
You gotta stand back and let me breathe 

Racing through these red lights 
Like nobody can see me 
Lights and sirens trying to stop me 
But I can't even hear them, yeah 

They wanna hold my hand 
They gotta see, they gotta see 
I'm tryin' to do the best that I possibly can 
Even when I fall down 
I gotta be, I gotta be, 
I gotta be, the first one to turn it around 

Oh, oh 
I'm tryin', tryin' 
Oh, oh 
I'mma keep tryin', tryin' 

Anybody if you feel me 
Let me hear you say 
Anybody if you feel me 
Let me hear you say 
Anybody if you feel me 
Let me hear you say 
Ayo, ayo, ayo 

Anybody if you feel me 
Let me hear you say 
Anybody if you feel me 
Let me hear you say 
Anybody if you feel me 
Let me hear you say 
Ayo, ayo, ayo 

They wanna hold my hand 
They gotta see, they gotta see 
I'm tryin' to do the best that I possibly can 
Even when I fall down 
I gotta be, I gotta be, 
I gotta be, the first one to turn it around 

Oh, oh 
I'm tryin', tryin' 
Oh, oh 
I'mma keep tryin', tryin' 

Anybody if you feel me 
Let me hear you say 
Anybody if you feel me 
Let me hear you say 
Anybody if you feel me 
Let me hear you say 
Ayo, ayo, ayo 

Anybody if you feel me 
Let me hear you say 
Anybody if you feel me 
Let me hear you say 
Anybody if you feel me 
Let me hear you say 
Ayo, ayo, ayo