Permanent Imbalance

I love an absence for a balance 
But balance breaks and falls and no one notices 
I'm above,it's like a misunderstanding 
Like the rest that envelopes daily life 
Representing the mind without admission, 
Or by mistake. 
The mistake supplies 
And decomposes the construction. 
Building still for a reason? 
Though all reasons are nothing 
And then everything disappears... 

Metal stuck to the palate. 
Misunderstanding for the reason. 
This is more painful than that,vomiting up 
The feeling of standing,against oneself 
Permanent imbalance with a lump that sticks 

Let's not lose this thread 
That doesn't hold very much 
Like a soothing resistance 
Taking over every sense, 
Sometimes lost like the day 
Taken away by distortion of reason. 
very difficult line... 
Misunderstanding and incomprehension 
Together survive 

Aluminium sheets like a saw, 
Forming a soft petal,curved 
Feeling complete like spaces full 
And empty at once 
Feeling sweet and rich with happiness 
And reason to live for the other 
Without thought for the rest of life that crushes the rest.