Old maid

someday we will figure this all out
(let's make a plan to meet again)
but as for now, i'll be stranded
on this dock with my thoughts
in a bundle of confusion
time took you so why won't time take me too?

like an arrow
out a window

it's been countless years since the start
of this sickness dwelling deep inside my heart
well it's safe to say it feels beautiful
affection at it's best
oh' when it dawns down
I swear to god I see you smiling
in the reflection
where the ripples in the water and the sun meet
will you please just me
how to handle myself
how to deal with everything

throwing.
hoping.
reeling.
repeat.