I'm so sick

there is a prison everywhere i take myself 
no more losing anything i never had 
ive just begun to deal with living without recourse 
and i will pay for what the power did to me 

sitting in a little room the walls cave in 
nothing more to think about, now im gone 
does it really matter what kind of drugs i took 
the last thought i had was something i chose to forget 

im so sick i make up friends, i talk to myself, im so alone 
its really not like being here at all 
im so sick i cut myself, i shoot up drugs, i have two names 
its really not like being here at all 
im so sick i cry at night, i wet my pants, i drink too much 
its really not like being here at all 
im so sick i hate myself, i swallow pills, i think im god 
its really not like being here at all 

kill the thought dont ever leave me by myself 
the little things i like to think of come to life 
im through with all the lying when i talk to myself 
i dont ever want to be this way again 

im so sick i make up friends, i talk to myself, im so alone 
its really not like being here at all 
im so sick i cut myself, i shoot up drugs, i have two names 
its really not like being here at all 
im so sick i cry at night, i wet my pants, i drink too much 
its really not like being here at all 
im so sick i hate myself, i swallow pills, i think im god 
its really not like being here at all 

living in a world where no one talks to me 
move your mouth, i dont understand a word you say 
i think youre trying tell me that im killing myself 
but you dont know ill live til the end of time 

im so sick i make up friends, i talk to myself, im so alone 
its really not like being here at all 
im so sick i cut myself, i shoot up drugs, i have two names 
its really not like being here at all 
im so sick i cry at night, i wet my pants, i drink too much 
its really not like being here at all 
im so sick i hate myself, i swallow pills, i think im god 
its really not like being here at all 

there is a prison everywhere i take myself 
no more losing anything i never had