Whoops, I OD'd

Whoops I OD'd, 
Shortness of breath. 
Call ambulance, 
Tell my wife I love her . 
Error in judgment cut my life, 
No second chance, no guiding light. 

I never meant to cause you pain, 
I never thought I'd be the 
one who took the fall. 
I got lost in the moment,  [bad word] like to test the limit. 

Six minutes down, 
Breathing machine, 
Brain not feel right. 
The look on you is killing me, 
Drowning in shame but don't feel bad. 
Cause I never feared consequences. 
Hate regrets more than apologies. 

year has passed, like photographs. 
My life is just a scrapbook, 
Of old friends and faded memories. 
Looks like I pulled the rug 
from under myself. 
The fall's too much for me to recover from. 

It's been real fun but now 
I must say goodbye. 
I'll see you all at Okie Dogs, 
I'll see you all at Okie Dogs.