Condemned until rebirth

Poison fills your lungs
Saying your name is free
I only die to late
Crawling all over your lifeless body
Miles away
Dishonor awaits us all
You are gone forever
Overcome by the perils of existence

How can I forgive you?
If I never knew your pain
And how can I forgive you?
When I can't forgive myself

I never gave you
I just wish that life never tore us apart
I never gave you
I regret how I turn my back

This is not the closure that I seek
This is my only way to forgive myself

I never gave you
I just wish that life never tore us apart
I never gave you
I regret how I turn my back

This is not the closure that I seek
This is my only way to forgive myself

All those days still last without you
And it's still so far for you
And the war goes on without you
With all that's left and that could have been

This is not the closure that I seek
This is my only way to forgive myself

How can I forgive you?
If I never knew your pain