Pulse Of Negative

for the god's sake 
I'm slipping all the way 
dishonest is the word throughout the day 
public grace don't save from own disgrace 
it's always equal 
inordinate demand within the day 
drives apathy constantly in your veins 
can't stop the person you've become 
change before damage done 

hit the face and [bad word] your selfpity 
be a man who uses his abilities 
stop complaining and start the living 
make something real 
take a hand if you feel that you need it 
don't be a prick who's avoiding to be a man 
you should make it work on your own 

bow to none and straighten your back 
or the day is bringing pulse of negative 
don't bite the pillow 
or you'll find yourself repeating the [bad word] you've faced 
pulse of negative 

you bow to none and straighten your back 
don't bite the pillow 

learn the rules go and make the day 
by faking the way you're faking all you say 
hate everything in the mirror 
you shall see 
pay the price yes you've made it 
you've been betrayed so many times 
take a breathe and count to 5 
'cause this is your life