Dearest Natasha

My hands are shaking
Your eyes are closed 
It feels like a movie tonight
Since I'm home all alone
With a ring for your hand
And a letter each day
I'll write more than a thousand
Just wake up and say you're okay.

Are you dreaming now?
Only you could calm me down.

Dearest Natasha
Autumn's arrived
Let me just hold your hand tonight.
Dearest Natasha
Open your eyes
Give me a chance to say
I love you and goodbye.

Life is a battle
hope to survive
I almost died on the field
It was you on my mind
Like the kiss that we had
Our first dance in the rain
My proposal to you
Could you answer I'm going insane.

You're breathing, safe and sound.
I'm just glad you're still around.

Dearest Natasha
Autumn's arrived
Let me just hold your hand tonight.
Dearest Natasha
Open your eyes
Give me a chance to say
I love you and goodbye.

The truth is what's hurting
You're not coming back, are you
Trying to kill me with silence that used to be
Soothing, deluding me from this distress
Every heater is broken
I'm crying for you.

I'm dressed in black tonight.
I just hope you reach the light.

Dearest Natasha
Your ending's arrived
The ring on your hand is mine tonight
Thank you, Natasha
This is goodbye
Let me just smile and say
It's raining out tonight