Always in a rush

Always in a rush
Never stay on the phone long enough
Why am I so self-important
Said I'd see you soon
But that was all maybe a year ago
Didn't know time was of the essence
So many questions
But I'm talking to myself
I know that you can't hear me anymore
Not anymore so much to tell you
And no still far goodbye
But I know that you can't hear me anymore
It's so loud inside my head
With words that I should've had said
As I drown in my regrets
I can't take back the words I never said
I never said I can't take back the words I never said
Always talking [bad word] took your advice and did the opposite
Just being young and stupid, Uuuuuhll??!!?
I haven't been on the juke you hoped for
But if you had held on a little longer
You would've had more reasons to be proud
Uuuhhl;? So many questions but I'm talking to myself
I know that you can't hear me anymore
Not anymore so much to tell you and no still far goodbye
But I know that you can't hear me anymore
It's so loud inside my head with words that I should have said
As I drown in my regrets
I can't take back the words
The longer I stand here
The louder the silence
I know that you gone
But sometimes I swear that I Hear
Your voice when the wind blows
So I talk to the shadows
I hope that you might be listening
Cause I want you to know
It's so loud inside my head
With words that I should've said
As I Drown in my regrets
I can't take back the words I never said
I never said I can't take back the words I never said
Never said I can't take back the words I never said