Soon to Be Dead

Agonized terrified horrified
Emotions [bad word] Crucified nailed to the cross
With spikes through my hands
I shall die upon this cross
All by myself
Salvations lost
Soon to be dead

Consider me as another victim
Of their plans
But my choice
Is not your  [bad word]  jesus christ
Now I'm dead alone and
Rotting on this cross
But I'll be back
 [bad word] is what I want [bad word] is what I get
In the fires I'll burn
But there's nothing I'll regret
 [bad word] awaits me
My soul is raped
I will get them I will kill them
At the end of time
As long they are free
Preaching their [bad word] I'll never find peace