Self Esteem

this place is taking all my self esteem
and everybody is afraid of me
and i can't make eye contact with anyone i see
this place is taking all my self esteem

and everybody is afraid of me
and i'm afraid to go out in the streets
reminders of my failures, everywhere i will be
everybody is afraid of me

people freak me out
people make me scared
people make me so [bad word] self aware

i get bronchitis twice a year at least
my lungs arent the way that they should be
and i smoke more than a [bad word] chimney
i declare war on my on my body

and im a liar and i am a theif
taking things from those who are better than me
pathetic little man with some pathetic little dream
i hope you all can forgive me