Changes. When Everything Falls Apart

Kill me
And I will melt at dawn in the clouds
Blame me
And the rain will plaah aaahhh!!
Listen to what i can't say
Forever in blindness
I could try to repair this line
If only i could stay in time
Why this fantasy ends
i hold my perfect creation
i'm a liar in my endless night
watch the situation
How this could be wrong
It's all by my side
So if it's not too late
I will fly like the clouds
Away!
Stay!
Stay back!
When the memories are gone
My soul is a lake of tears and blood
But [bad word] away
 [bad word] from the start
Oh, i'm forever alone inside
day by day [bad word] out of time
so when all i ever loved is gone
Stay!
Stay back!
When the memories are gone
My soul is a lake of tears and blood
Stay!
Stay back!
But [bad word] away from me
Stay!
Stay back!
 [bad word] from the start
I can't stay in line
It's my devastation
i'm a part of your [bad word] intentions
Emergency of time
is screaming out the end
I'm a liar
turn off the light
so u cant see my eyes
i'll hold you tight
so you can feel the ice
i'm cold now
didn't you know?
i'm blind now
so let it go
 [bad word] off
i've never hated you that much
get lost
my patience was for you too much
i'm dead now
though i've never been alive
you asked me how
my answer hasn't still arrived
 [bad word] you
i'll never be the same
i will ignore your total blame
and if you die
i'll laugh at you
then i won't ever blame you
Open your mind
and let me stay