Born to Feel Alive

I find it hard
Since you've been gone
In the shadows of the dawn
I keep holding on

How many times
Do I think of what we had
That beloved day
That rests in the past

Imagining how it all could be
You're walking on the crossroads right beside me
My thoughts rotate since the day you've passed away
Wondering, where you may be

We're born to feel alive
Under gracious skies
Recalling what you said
When you closed your eyes

We're born to live and die
In the wonders of your time
So treasure every moment
And the love there is to find

Here in this moment
I feel you from afar
As I mourn and pray
Standing by your grave

And it hurts
To conquer this grief
To have no remorse
Stranding on new shores

What would I give to allow myself to dream
To look into the future, without agony
I see a meaning since the day you've passed away
Still wondering, where you may be