For Sometime Now

For sometime now I’ve been freaking out, yeah 
I thought you might just want a hint 
Of what I’m doing here 
Cause I have to tell someone that my 
Conception of life over death’s still the same 
And I see no reason or cause 
Why I shouldn’t dare to this colourful game 
That’s just the way it goes, my birthday boy 
They give you pressure, cause it’s their best decoy 
And will always fall 
Enthrallin’ emotion 
where scarlet’s so warning and pain seems to rain 
Ever so insecure 
ever reluctant to join in the game 

make believe that you see all the best things in life 
for what it's worth 
make believe that you know every dime 
it’s all the same if it’s pain or pleasure, if you know its worth 
it’s all the same if it’s not in vain 

I watch the birds fly to the sun, yeah 
I’ve seen their wings become undone, 
I howled at the moon 
Seems I’m well acquainted with fear 
I’ve been in the lap of a god once again 
? slowly a train of thoughts 
Wish I could ride and appear as a man 

make believe that you see all the best things in life 
for what it's worth 
make believe that you know every dime 
it’s all the same if it’s pain or pleasure, if you know its worth 
it’s all the same if it’s not in vain 

make believe that you know every dime 
it’s all the same if it’s pain or pleasure, if you know its worth 
it’s all the same if it’s not in vain 

make believe that you know every dime 
it’s all the same if it’s pain or pleasure, if you know its worth 
it’s all the same if it’s not in vain