Monochrome (Binbo Danshi OST)

Original

Kudaranai ii wake wa
Kuchi ni suru tsumori mo nai kedo
Wakatteta n da
Mitasareru hazu no nai koto wo

But I'm trying to fly
Itsu no hi ka
Nukedaseru you na ki ga [bad word] Sou omoitakute
Iyake no sasu konna hibi wo
Gomakasu koto bakari [bad word] Hashitteta n da

(Oh oh)It's the show time (show time)
(No oh)Give it up for material Girls(hooo)
Gucci Fendi Louis Vuitton
CHANEL mo motto(I want them all)
All enryo sezu Name the price
Anta no kachi ittai donkurai?
Gucci Fendi Louis Vuitton
Or CHANEL ga nakya hakerenai jidai

Senshinkoku nippon ni umarekaereru to omotta nani ka uta de?
Genjitsu to iu aranami ni utare
Wakatta no wa "jinsei kachimake" tte
Yarareru mae ni yareru ka?
Makeinu nara nareru ka?
All day All night nande owannai
Jikan wa kyou mo tarinai

Tada fuan datte itande
Fuman gatte dareka wo higande
Arittake de warattatte
Hontou wa mou wake wakannai desu (Look at your self)
Kurai jibun wa kirai
Yuujou tokaku saishi iranai
Jibun no kachi sonna no shiranai
Kanjou wa mou uzaishi iranai

Woah...
But I'm trying to fly
Dokomademo
Muchuu de oikaketa kedo
Todokanakute
Nasakenai jibun wo [bad word] Itsuwaru koto bakari [bad word] Demo ienakute

Itsuka tsumuida tane
Uso de nurikatame
Takaku takaku kabe
Hatta mamoru tame
Kawaita no wa naze?
Te ni [bad word]  shiawase
Mou jibun de sae
Aisenai nake de

Owari no nai
Kono yami ni
Donna koe de ikura
Naitatte
Muda da nante
Kizuite ita
Demo tomaranai n da

Soredemo mada
Itsu no hi ka
Jiyuu ni nareru ki ga [bad word] Utatterunda
Mijime na kibun ni nattatte
Soresura [bad word] Mae dake wo mite

Translation

I didn't even mean to make worthless excuses
But I knew I couldn't expect to feel satisfied

But I'm trying to fly
I have a feeling I can break free someday
And I want to believe that
All I've done is deceive myself
To these days I'm so fed up with
And keep on running

It's the show time
Give it up for material girls
Gucci Fendi Louis Vuitton
Chanel too, give me more
All without holding back, name the price
Just how much are you worth?
Gucci Fendi Louis Vuitton
Oh Chanel, without them I can't measure the times

Born in the advanced nation of Japan
Think you can change something by singing?
Pounded by the raging waves we call reality
What I've learned is that "life is winning or losing"
Gonna do it before you're done in?
Gonna get used to just being a loser?
All day all night, why won't it end?
There's not enough time again today

Hurting and saying it's just anxiety
Complaining and envying someone else
Even if I'm smiling the best I can
The truth is I just don't get it anymore
I hate myself when I'm depressed
Friendship reeks, I don't need it
I don't care what I'm worth
I'm sick of emotion, I don't need it

Oh...
But I'm trying to fly
I lost myself in chasing after it forever
But I couldn't reach it
All I've done is hide my pathetic self
And keep on telling lies
But I couldn't say it

The stories I once told were coated in hardening lies
I built the walls higher and higher to protect me
Why do I feel dry? The happiness I found
Even I can never love again

In this endless darkness
No matter how much and how loudly I cry
I realized that it was all pointless
But I can't stop

But still I have a feeling I can be free someday
And that's why I'm singing
No matter how miserable my mood gets
I can still laugh even at that
And only look forward.