Unloved\Wasted

I will not wait for you, no I'll never wait for you, to be the person you promised to me. And no you'll never see how much better off I am without you next to me. I'd rather hold the hand of loneliness than have your blood save me. To be the life in my veins, to be the heartbeat in my steps, to have those nights I never slept. To get my wasted time back. I will rip it from your flesh and I will take what is mine. It seems you don't remember anything. But I remember everything