Silent Eve

Original
ibasho sae mitsukerarezu kodoku ni obieteta
motomete mo tsukamenai risou wa yurameku

mado no soto utsuru furi tsudzuku ame ni yamanai namida iro kasanaru genjitsu
guuzen de wa naku hitsuzen no wakare? motomete mo kaerenai koe wa todokanai

shinjitsu ni se wo mukete muriyari no emi
tsunagi tomeru kotoba ni mou kotae nado nai

naki sakebu kowarete yuku todokanai omoi
kasaneta namida no wake to jigyaku kidzuite kudasai

"aimai na ai mo ai mo iranai" hiniku ni oborete wa honne wo [bad word] taisetsu ni [bad word] mono wa tayasuku yubi no sukima kara surinuke kieteku

kodoku ni furueteita setsubou no yoru
nanimo kamo ushinatte tada samishikatta

shinenai to wakatteiru yowasa ni sukuwareru
tada ikiru imi to wake dareka oshiete kudasai

kokoro shizuka ni ame oto dake hibiita
yakusoku no gozen rei ji mou sugiteta

kodoku ni furueteita setsubou no yoru
tsunagi tomeru kotoba ni mou kotae nado nai

nidoto wa mou modorenai sayonara [bad word] hito

Translation
I was scared of the loneliness, that I even wouldn't be able to find your whereabouts
The ideal, that I can't catch a hold of you even if I want to, wavers

The color of tears that's everlasting in the continuing rain is projected onto the outside of the window - overlapping reality
Is this a separation from necessarity that is no coincidence? My voice doesn't reach you, even if it wants to return it can not

Turning my back to the truth and forcing a smile
With my words fastening there is no answer or anything else

I'm shouting in tears, my unreachable memories are breaking
Please notice my self-torture and the promise of my piled up tears

"I don't need ambiguous love nor sorrow" nearly drowning in irony I hid my real intention
The things I cared most about easily slipped through the gap in my fingers and disappeared

Night of my deepest desire that was able to prosper in my loneliness
I got lonely by simply losing everything

I can turn myself in my weakness, which is that I understand that I can not die
Someone just please tell me the reason and meaning of living

Only the sound of the rain is echoing in this tranquillity
The second half of our promise, 0 o 'clock already passed

Night of my deepest desire that was able to prosper in my loneliness
With my words fastening there is no answer or anything else

I can't turn back, never again - goodbye my beloved