Bad Dream

well everybody got their hopes and dreams
everytime i wake up i feel the pain
like a thousand pins and needles falling like rain
alone in my bedroom along with my pain
i tried to drown it out with whiskey and things
but when i dry up i want to die again
grab another bottle get high again
just praying my momma don't cry again
sometimes it feels like a bad dream
when can i go home?
when we were kids seemed life was easy
be home before dark don't sit too close to the tv
couple years later getting high getting laid
get your hustle on get money get paid
looking for the answers confused about life
can't trust no one can't do no right
your girlfriend [bad word] your bestfriend
everyone knew didn't say nothing
sometimes it feels like a bad dream
when can i go home?
i don't know you but im about to know you real good
i don't love you but im about to love you real good
you should know im a man of my word
everything i get i deserve and you going to learn that
i be the brotha with mass appeal
i got hunnies open already so i close mass deals
im not a player i just [bad word] a lot
i get on top a lot
like getting head up in the parking lot
yeah but hunnies fall in love a lot
i wear the glove a lot
but ain't no way im about to tie the knot [bad word] cause i don't love these hoes
and id advise you not to [bad word] that hoe
yeah id advise you self destruct that hoe
silly of me to fall in love with a hoe
silly of me to put my trust in a hoe
you should know once a hoe always a hoe
sometimes it feels like a bad dream
when can i go home?